Lesson on relationships are being learned at quite a frightful pace. I almost sit here and wonder if this is all a dream.
Never in my life have I been hit with so many diverse relational issues as I have had to pray and talk through in the past couple of months… no… in the past year and a half, now that I think about it. Initially, these issues were not my own, but of friends. What I realized that there were so many HUGE heart problem of my own as I discovered… how much I’m screwed up.
I have to agree that I’m not the most socially outgoing or even… friendly person in the world. I suck with people. I’m working on this… but man, it’s so hard…
I’m only starting to realize that people are the most important things in the world. Maybe it’s the wrong mindset, but it looks like that’s the way it is, looking back on my life. It’s just putting this thought to action that is the hard part. I know in the core… it’s all about the people.
And to know that my weakness lies in people… and to know that people are so very important… I’m just thankful I haven’t given up.
Okay, I did. I lied.
Yeah, I gave up on people. I still do… I have irrecoverably screwed up friendships for the first time in my life (… to my knowledge… I hope this statement isn’t wrong… I’m pretty sure my past is pretty clear on this…).
So where’s the “So What?” I’m still not sure. I’m trying to figure things out.
Praying. Currently.
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Best of luck right eh?
I think it’s the hardest thing in life.
It’s people around us that makes us unique and different from each and every single soul out there. It’s them that makes you, you.
Oppa, I’d have to dispute with you–you do not suck with people because I personally think you’re very friendly and socially competent. The only times that keeps us from being social is the same old things in life–our academics and work.