It wasn’t a physical present. Nor was it a gift that I gave. I mean… the guys are supposed to be the ones doing the giving, right? (Not in Japan or in Korea, even… but then we have another day called White Day… but I digress…)

I found myself in love. And no, it’s not the romantic kind. (You guys are so silly…) It was a love of a friend. I was able to understand and realize so many things about myself that… I’m just sitting here, amazed at what I learned today.

I’m kind of angry though, because I don’t remember too much about what happened. I’m unable to share… but I just feel at peace.

So many things fixed just through talking, through communicating.

I’m pretty much amazed. God works through all things… even through my broke words and messed up logic…

Focus has returned. I feel like I can code again. I’m free!

One more verse, for those of you still reading.

1 John 3:16

This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down his life for us. And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers.

Looking less to my scars, but looking towards the Scars of my God.