For someone who likes to plan, I can’t believe I’ve been trying to run without first learning how to walk. Maybe this time around, my “extremeness” got the best of me.
But less thinking and planning: Here’s the down low. Period.
I need to start somewhere. Instead of thinking about creating huge companies and changing the world, I gotta start with the essentials. For starters, I have to be able to not worry about money. Not that money is a problem right now… but… a “job”, perhaps?
But I don’t mean about getting any job. I need to make that impact, regardless of what I do. Holding out for that perfect job isn’t too bad, as long as your belief in finding that dream job is the truth. And I believe it to be true.
In reality, what will probably happen is as time passes and needs are found, the standard of that “perfect” job changes to something not as desirable. For me, that hasn’t happened yet. I’m still in that problematic phase of thinking I can get what I want in life. I haven’t become jaded… yet.
No matter how much I want to change the world, my personal “stuff” need to be in line.
Why the heck do I post this? I could have easily just made a mental note of this.
Well, being Josh Kim, I gotta track changes.
Think of most of my personal posts as:
svn commit currentDate.txt -m "Post Text Goes Here"
(I’m sure I’m going to get some nerdy comments as to why this isn’t correct, but I’ll try to explain myself if those people show themselves…)
I don’t know why it took Michael Moore’s film “SiCKO” to help me get to this state of wanting to slow down while speeding up.
On paper, it might seem like I have no idea where I’m headed. On the contrary, this enigmatic post has helped me even more…
But, yes. Enough is enough. Time to kick some ass.